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What's working on Purpose? Anyway? Each week we ponder the
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answer to this question. People ache for meaning and purpose
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Elise Cortez.
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Welcome back to the Working and Purpose Program, which has
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doctor Elise Cortes. If we have not met before and
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Andrew Kadar a physician at Cedars and I Medical Center,
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a Diplomat of the American Board of Anesthesiology and a
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Fellow of the American Society of Anesthesiologists. He's the author
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of Getting Better, a Doctor's Story of Resilience, recovery and Renewal.
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We'll be talking about his own story of moving from
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doctor to patient, his own patient experience of being treated
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in healing, and some of his ideas for improving healthcare
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delivery and navigating healing for patients. Doctor Kdar, Welcome to
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Working on Purpose.
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Thank you very much. Happy to be here.
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It's really great to have you to get to celebrate
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this amazing thing you brought into the world.
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This is a.
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Beautiful book, and as you're welcome. As I told you
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before we got on are together. I felt like I
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was sitting right next to you, alongside you in your
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hospital room, at your bedside there next to your wife,
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Rachel It was really a really an amazing experience to
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get this to read this book, So thank you for
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bringing into the world for us especially. I really feel
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like you're doing sit a beautiful service from both the
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vantage point of being a doctor as well as what
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it is to be a patient.
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Yes, while I was going through this experience, I realized
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that I was learning quite a bit from it and
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that I could explain it from both the point of
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view of a doctor and a patient, and I thought
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that that would be helpful for other people as well,
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and that's why I wrote this book.
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Well, that's fantastic. I definitely want to hear a bit
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about the story because people haven't read the book like
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I have. But let's first start with the notion that
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you are a doctor, doctor Kdar, why not an archaeologist?
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You know, why aren't you in marketing? Why you know?
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Why did you pursue mention?
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You know?
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When I was in the high school. In college, I
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envy my colleagues who I knew what they wanted to do.
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From an early age. I did not. I searched around
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quite a bit.
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My undergraduate major was physics, but when I was in
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the lab in my junior year, I realized that I
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wasn't happy being all alone by myself in the lab,
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and I wanted more interaction with people. So I started
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looking around for other things that I could use my
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scientific background but would be.
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More people oriented.
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And that's how I eventually drifted over to first thinking
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about biophysics and biomedical engineering, and then finally going into medicine.
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You know, it's quite a niche that you're an ant apysiologist.
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When I had my daughter twenty one years ago, I'm
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sure you probably had similar experiences with your patients. But
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of course I promptly proposed to him once he gave
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me the medicine. You mappins, I get that a lot.
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I think our job is twofold one is to make
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people comfortable. And when people have a procedure or an
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anesthetic for an operation, naturally you're anxious. And our job
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is to calm people down to make them more comfortable.
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And some of that is how you.
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Interact with people, and some of it, of course, we
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get a lot of good help from pharmacology as well.
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For sure.
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Okay, so now we really have to open the show
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by letting our listeners and viewers understand a bit of
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just what you went through. So we don't want to
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go into all the details. We wouldn't be able to
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get through the other questions I had planned for you.
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But let's help them understand what happened to you, How
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did you recognize that you needed some treatment, what was
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going on, and then kind of walk us through the
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early stages of the everything you went through.
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It started out typically how cornery disease usually presents. I
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was working out in the gym and all of a sudden,
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I felt some burning in the center on my chest,
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and of course I thought about heart disease. I mean,
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everybody knows that the most common presentation of heart disease
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is a pain in the chest. But I know I
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didn't have heart disease because I had none of the
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usual risk factors. I did not have high blood pressure,
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was not overweight, never smoked, I worked out regularly, and
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I had a great family history. My father lived to
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be ninety four. He was still hiking with me in
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the Rockies when he was eighty six, So I know
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I didn't have heart disease. And so that time I
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just decided, Okay, I'm not feeling well, I'll knockoff today.
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And now I knew that the most common presentation of
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heart disease of cornea disease is test pain that comes
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on with exercise and goes away promptly with rest. So
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those three things, the location and coming on with exercise
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and going away with rest. I also knew about denial,
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which is a tendency for people to ignore symptoms of
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diseases that they don't want to have. So it's very
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common with cancer, it's very common with heart disease because
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people dread those illnesses. And unfortunately I did exactly what
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a lot of other people do, is just wanted to denial.
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And I thought, Okay, I don't have heart disease. I'll
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just ignore this. But three days later I was back
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in the gym.
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Then again, nine minutes into a fairly intensive workout, I
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had the burning again. This time I stopped and I thought, okay.
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I'm going to see what's going on.
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It went away, and I started pedaling on the elliptical again,
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and now in about two minutes I had the burning.
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Now at that point, I got off the exercise and sat.
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Down and thought to myself, Okay, I don't have heart disease,
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but what would I tell anybody else who had these symptoms,
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and then the answer became obvious. And I think that
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the first lesson to me was how to get away
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from denial. And the best way I know is take
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it away from yourself, because we're all too close to
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our own selves. I I was quite sure I didn't
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have heart disease, but these symptoms dictated what needed to
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be done. And once I took it away from myself,
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I was able to make an appointment with my doctor
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and eventually get the treatment I needed.
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And it wasn't very much time, right once you determined
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that you need to get this checked out, it was
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we're talking about a day or two, right, It was.
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About four or five days before I had the stress test.
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But once I had the stress test, it showed obvious
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signs of coronary ority disease. Next day I had the agigrams,
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and I thought that there would probably be most one
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vessel that they could dilay and I could go back
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to work the following day. But instead it turned out
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to be a triple vessel disease. So three vessels were involved,
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including a fairly large occlusion in the largest cordinary artery,
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which is that occlusion is popularly known as the widow
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maker for the reasons you'd expected to be called that,
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And so, yeah, I needed to have surgery the next day, and.
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We'll talk more about that as we go through here,
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but I just wanted to situate for our listeners and
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viewers just what we were talking about. It's really quite
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dramatic what you went through. So then kind of a
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little bit of fast forward then, and I know this
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book has come out many years since you went through
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all that, but was there some part of your journey
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that made you think I do want to write a
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book about this. I want to capture this.
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As I was going through I really from an early
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part I was thinking, you know, this is I'm learning
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from this experience and I can explain it from both
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the point of view.
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Of a patient and doctor.
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And I thought that this would be helpful for other people,
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both for patients and their family members, because the person
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that's most closely affected are your loved ones besides.
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Yourself, and when you have a major.
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Illness, pretty interesting point of view for sure, which makes
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me then I have to can't help but ask you
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this question, and that is you are a doctor who
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became a patient. How's your view on medicine and how
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it's practice been informed or altered because of that experience.
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You know, it's more an issue of experiencing what I
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already knew about, but it's quite different. It's like, you know,
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I think about.
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Reading about a car crash or talking to somebody who's
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been in a car crash and being in the.
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Car crash yourself.
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So I treated people in car crashes, but this time
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I was in the crash myself, and that was a
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very different experience. There's a lot more vulnerability involved, there
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are a lot lot more doubts involved, and it's it
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affects you more viscerally.
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I think, mm hmmmm hmm.
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Well, and then there I want to go to the
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other thing that's really interesting to me a person who
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really I care about. I'm a systems oriented person, doctor Cator.
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That's what my PhD is in human development. We did
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a lot of systems kind of work and I really
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think about the whole system. And one of the things
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that I find compelling about what you write about what
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you share in your book is you talk about the
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notion of physical recovery that's beyond the physical. It's it's
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there's emotional, there's spiritual, there's relational. So why was important
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for you to address all these different dimensions.
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Because I felt all these things really for the first time.
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I think as a physician you're somewhat removed from the
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vulnerability that patients feel. I mean I was aware of that,
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of course, but I had never felt as vulnerable. I
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never felt the I think as a young person, you
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feel immortal, and that feeling didn't go away for me
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until this happened. I think having this experience where you're
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really facing the possibility of perhaps not making it through,
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or at least being aware that this could be a
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deadly situation, puts it in, puts your life.
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In a different perspective.
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And I think that there are other people who can
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perhaps get to that without having this kind of experience.
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But this is the experience that brought it home for me.
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Are you able to articulate, like you know, having gone
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through something like this, I would imagine that it does
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change people in many many ways. Are you able if
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that's true for you? Are you able to articulate who
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is doctor Kidar before and who is after this experience?
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I think what it did is it made me think
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a lot more about my impact on other people and
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what I want to and how I want.